Praying for better days

Wild hearts and spirits are meant to fly free... not waiting for a super man to save me. I was just hoping for a friend. I'm curious that if reputations, backgrounds, wealth, religions, locations, labels, colors, symbols, and brands are more important than doing the right thing, what would be the soul's purpose then? To make a bunch of money for corrupt companies, be a voice promoting death & poison, and then eventually succumb to it? By some disease, cancer, parasite, or virus? If all those religions (Freemasons/Knights of Malta & Co to point out one - that hugely influence the hospitals) have been supposedly helping the poor and sick for hundreds and hundreds of years, why is everything getting worse? What's all that money really going to? Aren't you tired of the facades? Bearing witness to the depression? The corruption & degradation of life? Shouldn't we be following our heart with our mind... unapart?