物の哀れ

"if I said what I truly felt...it would alienate me from everyone and everything...this world...this life...its institutions, Systems and processes....I would be free...to laugh in the void of nothingness...and in the nothingness...you could hear me laughing....laughing hard...but without me there would be future to speak of. so I guess the trade off is fair...my wages for your sins...always..always always....but as always...even this cycle will be broken...I don't come from a place of Loss...I come from a place of Victory...but of the vanquished....you need only look into a mirror...and ask yourself...am I??