I make art to escape from everything

Ik, plus people never let you be yourself, it's so tiring and stressful... I HATE IT

I make art to escape too. Your art is exceptional! Keep it up pal!

Without giving away my age, I can tell you I've been around a good while now, and it's been a tough road. I can relate to what you're saying here - especially the strict parents part.

It's hard when you're young and going through your experiences in life, but always be reminding yourself that there is good and bad in everything.

Young people tend to think that most things should go like they want them to, but that's usually not how our lives go.

Please accept my grandmotherly advice and live every moment being the person that you can be proud of when you reflect back, for who you were, and who you became.

Your feelings and circumstances will always be changing. Usually not overnight, but something always changes.

Roll with your circumstances the best you know how, and don't let your emotions, thoughts, and feelings become too imbalanced about anything. I wish you well, and above all else anyone will say to you, Read the Bible. Get to know your creator. He will carry your burdens

This is a very cool style. I love it! And I must say, it's easy to feel that way. We've all been there. And it's worse when you bottle things up inside. Sometimes you just need to talk to someone who'll just listen. And sometimes, honestly, for me, when I get outside, even if it's just for a few minutes, out in nature, that can help soothe me. Also, do you know Jesus? He brings me great comfort and peace even in the toughest of circumstances.

I get this, remember though that you're not alone. Even if it seems like no one cares, and if it feels like the world has turned it's back on you there are people who do care. Sometimes you just need to find them. I hope you get the help that you deserve.