Help me....

They all look the same when they die. They look peaceful. In my mind this is what reassures me it's the right thing. In reality, I know it's wrong but I also know my older sister Savage feels no remorse when she does her work. Were not supposed to feel guilt, we feed on death. Not me though, they're is something wrong with me, as far as I know I'm the only one that knows deep down it's not right. It's slaughter of innocent humans. We murder them because they can't fight back but what if they could, what then? I think all of this but I would never dare to speak my mind in front of any of my family. Betrayal of the sea queen is the highest treason among my kind. If you are caught helping the humans or not doing your job they stitch your mouth shut, your biggest weapon. Not only is it painful, it is a part of us, without our voice we are nothing, no one. Until I am older I cannot come against them. It is forbidden and very hard to persuade another Siren, if possible at all...