Philophobia The fear of falling in love

The fear that I struggle with. And intimacy phobia Born out of the hurt that I’ve experienced with catching feelings. Some people are horrible and break your heart. This asshole‘s name was Chris he was the reason that I put my walls up and the reason that I experienced closing myself off to love. So many years and still yet I struggle to conquer this phobia. I’m afraid of being only attracted to emotionally distant men. Men that are too desperate scare me off. I don’t even feel comfortable with dating anymore. I even gave up on one night stands since they are nothing but Empty and shallow.