Lost in ideas and causes

A lost girl or a someone hiding from the world? Robot, a doll, friend, or enemy I'm everything and not. A soul like me feel sickness or overacting our what really happening? No matter what i cried,type, or scream out of mind, insured in the answering. No reply or good bye really life? Your follower or a god, awful things I'll always recall but not of the great ones. Crawling from a hole, the pit of losses has painted me in blood and lies. In my heart and hands, amazing how it's stand. My love glows with two sides, i don't know why? Life are you messing with me, or are you show me something? I think i understand this light, an representation of all these broken thoughts. I am me, even it's unknown. Evolve and staying strong, forever in flaws. That is me and my place to belong.