Feeling Hopeless

I wish only for death, for I can bear it no longer, I need a fresh breath, oh! If only I were stronger. The mouth of my heart is as dry as a desert, I feel so weak, oh! how I am so inert! I yearn for the water of love to bring fruitfulness to the barren depths of my empty, sad heart, But all I find is loneliness I cannot remove no matter what I do, and my insides are ripped apart, I beg you! Do it now! Run me over with a plow! For how could someone love a person like me? Who struggles with life constantly? I see happy couples, joyful and whole, and my heart burns like a scorching coal. Oh how I wish someone would love me like that... So that I do not remain like an empty vat.

Just felt inspired to write this poem one day. I'm sorry if it's depressing and also if it's not written very well. I was only exploring human emotions of loneliness that we all feel at some point in our lives in one degree or another