It's an interesting image with the title, to me, it feels like a creature of rage and grief(all blocks of colours jumbled into one form) is underwater, comforted, blanketed and calmed down, protected and safe. Today the sky is still yellow but hanging clouds of smoke are in the air and look like you could reach them and collect their solid shapes. You are much closer and mentioned the ash falling, I hope that's stopped. I was also thinking about your health which is so important, have you ben training inside. I hope all is well. Take Care.