I Am Not Your Shiny New Toy

it’s too bad since if yu were nice to me I woulda eaten u how u wanted and i woulda done all those things with you that yu post on that one alt account that confirmed to me yu are soft and yu do want forever love and u don’t show the world the real you not even close. At the same time, u don’t even try, and u trashesd yur lover to be more miserable and threw away a life together that…. Nvm ….. I get depressed thinking about it. In fact right now I am in absolute agony at what could have been . And u still coulda pulled all the courage yu had outta yu and found me face to face. U say u know how to love but not how to be loved. That’s cap. U don’t know the first thing about loving someone. This life is such a sick and twisted joke. Jesus u a grifter God u a deadbeat. U won’t b judging me. I’ll b judging y’all.