Not sure what to do

Emily was starting to feel a little bit better about the baby, she wanted what was best for this baby. She sighed and rubbed her belly and looked down “ It’s not your fault and it’s not my fault, it’s Damon’s fault that we are in this mess together but I just want to do what is best for you because you are innocent. I don’t blame you little one I just don’t want you because of the reminder of what happened to me, please don’t feel bad. A part of me loves you but I just don’t want you right now “ she softly to her belly. She smiles softly feeling her baby kicking her inside, “ It’s just not fair taking it out on you if I am baby I am so sorry but I want to give you a mother who will love you more than I can and father who will love you more “ she said