Sober on a Broken Heart- for my Beloved @PhoeniciaFury

I lay still in my dorm room bed watching the city lights glimmer through a crack in my window curtains, I feel sober yet I've never drunk, I feel heartbroken yet we never met, and all I can do is pray and let the music sing me to sleep. I let the music numb me of my emotions and I have no tears to give yet I pray to meet without the barriers and distance, I pray for your safe passage through the storm we have created, I pray to hear your voice clamor as it draws near, I pray to see your smiling face glow within my gaze, I pray to feel your hand in mine as we dance under the moonlight, I pray to feel your sweet lips touch as we ascend in a loving embrace, but as of now those are just prayers that I can only hope to be answered. For now all i can do is lay still in my dorm room bed watching the city lights glimmer through a crack in my window curtains, I feel sober yet I've never drunk, I feel heartbroken yet we never met, and all I can do is pray and let the music sing me to sleep.