Shadows of the Psyche: The Chaos Within (Between Love and Hate)

It's another rough night, my head won't stfu, I can't make heads or tails of my thoughts. It's insane how the trauma of life and the mental health issues can make you feel like a victim stuck in some strange land of chaotic confusion. I don't know if I'm coming or going. I wish I could find a switch to shut it all off. Yet the only way I know of silencing this deafening echo in my head isn't a logical solution to my issues. I'm stuck here. I don't want to be. Yet I'm no coward. There is no easy way out for me. So I lay here in tears, fighting myself, wishing for better days. If that's even possible for someone like me.