inertia (hated by everyone)

I’m in an art club of my school, and a lot of bad things happen to me. First, I received a feedback email saying that my art is rejected and they wanted me to submit something authentic. They never told me about this, so I submitted a collage instead (I’m getting tired of making one).

And more recently, I told few of my mates at the club about my problems. I’ve ranted for a few minutes, but they don't seem to care about me. WTF?

I make stuff with AI because it’s the only thing I could find where I could express myself. I’m not here to be told to “pick up a pencil!”. I wish it's that easy. But, 100% of what I drew are terribly CRINGE and UGLY.

I wish I never discovered this art form. I wish I never signed up in this art club and be assigned to “marketing”. I wish I could draw something with bare hands, but I’m still here, making another artwork while my club (and mostly everyone in the internet) hates me. I’m sorry but someone pls help me.