The fractured and broken soul of the Mazoku angel monstrosity

I am wilting 🥀, yu know. I am not going to make it much longer. I shouldn’t have even made it this far. Can’t do much living with no heart. I had no say. I endured as long as I could. Indecision is the same as letting me go, only worse. We are at critical mass. Only a matter of time before my spirit crumbles if you do nothing. What then? Are you more terrified of loving me or losing me? What would yu do if I am gone, I wonder… what would yu do if yu choose reunion and we are imperfect, yet happy together.. bc we belong together.. I wonder. Time is ticking. You no longer have the luxury of waiting & inaction, lest yu curse yourself with regrets of how could I let my lovers spirit crumble while I watched, afraid… I am resigned to the fact I am not in control of my own destiny… you are… ain’t that something? Hah. Life is beautiful, ain’t it? Ily no matter what you do. If I crumble, remember you were born to lead. Brb.