So what

A normal it's seem to be, a child you believe is me. You don't know how smart am i, you don't know what madness going on in my head. Amazing how i can be so loving yet so heartless in a sec. It's make me wonder, wonder if something is wrong. I know everyone flaws and pathetic excuse yet i keep it all to myself. Y'all are so dumb and caused me pain yet that's my heartless self. When I'm happy i see y'all as star of beauty. How come i can shift my mind like that? How can I'm so wrong?