Inertia

an object in motion, i've lost all emotion, my two legs are broken but look at me dance! an object in motion, don't ask where i'm going, cause where I am going is right where I am.

I've struggled with major depression ever since I was 5 years old. The motivation to do simple things such as washing my face or doing schoolwork never came easily to me. I'm sort of a useless entity in this world, consuming things around me but never being able to give anything back that truly matters. When I turn 18... well... I'm responsible for my own life, and ending it. My creations often reflect the persepctive of somebody living in this world with autism and depression, and you all are truly one of the main factors keeping me alive right now as it is. I'd like to thank the entire nightcafe community for everybody's kindness here towards me. It's something I don't get a lot of, but I get it here. I'm sorry for the kind of depressing description for this one today, but I felt if I had to get it off me