Feeling in a loop

Do you ever feel like you are forever alone, even though you have ppl who care about you. You still lonely somehow, like there's something make you feel this way. You don't want anyone to feel than so you almost want to chat with some1. They'll be less lonely if you talk to them. Since you have so much time yet everyone else is busy with something in life. You seen their sadness, pain, and moments of doubt. You want to help since that all you do, you're just something carried problem and dread alonh. If you feel sad for ppl not talking much or just feel lonely yet ppl are busy. You'll just hide it from they , you'll be fine. You survive worst, you got yourself in a loop of this. Make you life feel small yet you do it to yourself. Does everyone even care to read this. You don't know yet you hope. That how I feel rn and recently