Look down

Why are you doing up here again? " it's my comfort spot, you know since Rick say have one with help with my anger. Also it's peaceful here, no one here to please, no one to worry about." Oh really, cuz to me it's seems like you're running away from all the chaos below. Running along to your imagination to delay the inevitable. " i guess... But sometimes it's hard to just exist. I always have to be the one who has to talk to people so they don't go no one care about me. Like i CARE alot and it's seems unfair that you never give me the same back. I hate y'all sometimes you know but i shouldn't... I shouldn't.. " look at that you can't even handle your own thoughts can you, spending your happiness on other at the expense of yourself. It's amazing how a people pleaser with a good life hates people yet you still worship the one who hurt you. " shut... Up... Just shut the heck up!! " you still have to keep up the performance or are you too good to swear?