What would an angelic realm look like?
I grew up believing in God of a Heavenly realm, or aspects of a Creator, or even a Great Spirit... whatever that representation of primordial energy may be. I also grew up believing in magic and wonder. I searched for meaning and purpose. I read books, watched movies and shows. I asked questions. I journaled. But at no point did I feel that people that rigidly believed in the Bible were the best representations of what the Bible supposedly stood for. So I became conflicted. What did that mean to be a part of an idealogy? Was I supposed to act like them to be accepted? Then I started to lose myself the more I tried to fit it, even feeling like most people were just competing in a popularity contest.
I slowly drew myself away from people & the material world; finding more peace, spirituality, & connection alone &/or in nature, or with one or two close friends. I believe in angels as easily as I believe in UFOs, other dimensions, & magic schools.