He stared at the portrait that hung on the wall of his study. It was a portrait of himself when he was twenty years old. His mother had commissioned it. It was a dramatic play on light and darkness, the brush strokes capturing his youth and beauty, as well as his intelligence.
He looked at his reflection in the glass of the whiskey bottle that he held in his hand. He saw an old man, with wrinkles, gray hair, and tired eyes. He saw a man who had lived a long and successful life, but also a lonely and bitter one. He saw a man who had achieved everything he had ever wanted, but also lost everything he had ever loved.
He took a sip of the whiskey and felt the burn in his throat.
He felt a surge of regret, sorrow, and anger. He wondered what he had done wrong, where he had gone astray, how he had ended up alone. He wondered if he could have done things differently, if he could have been happier, if he could have been better. He wondered if he could have given himself the wisdom of age.